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Ytd went to sch to prepare for the sec 1 orientation. Last dry run le. Scared siia, don't think I really prepared myself for it lor. How siia? Anyway, ytd was fun man! Played the games and I love the captian's ball one. Vernon was like " 不要怕那个球，大胆地去玩 " Haha, it's true that I'm afraid of balls because I kana hit before ma. Vernon very good player lor. He's like good in all the sports siia. That time played badminton wasn't good enough. Maybe when sch reopens see when asked him play, anyway same class ma so easy to ask.

Went out today with my uncle, aunt, cousin and her ex-piano teacher. We went to paragon to eat the spagetti ( is that how you spell it? Gosh my eng is getting worse siia! ) at the spageddie. It was nice man! You guys shld tried out next time although the price is abit ex but it's worth it. Had the seafood, the fish & chips and the crayfish pasta. Wow, great man! I eat alot I know but because it's delicious ma. After that had tiramisu, I don't really like it cos the coffee and the chocolate, gosh, ate a few spoons then stop le. Order the apple cobbler with the vanilla ice-cream on top. Taste great siia, I know almost everything taste great to me but tt's because it's great ma right? Ate half way can't finish so ask teacher ursula and aunt to help me. They didn't really help much but in the end my aunt finished it up.

Went to walf ard 4 awhile and today I'm guai okay, I didn't buy any clothes. Well, cos there the clothes are too old for me le, so I didn't buy. After that send her to Lewis Road to her frenz hse 4 countdown. Cool, never had I have countdown at my frenz's place. Uncle drove me home and here I am posting. So bored lehhs, nothing to do at home. Haix, today I very tired so I shan't post anymore. Going to bed now, lazy to blog tmrw le so maybe no blogging for the next few days ba. Haha, Ms Tour Guide pang seh me, tmrw can't watch twilight but I'm going to watch it this sat. Confirm de, after my tuition then I go meet her and jes ( if jes is free). Havent inform jes yet, tmrw then inform lahh, I think she sleep le and I also too tired to msg le. Going to be a pig soon and I shall wish you guys Happy New Year and I'm not going to reply your msg when the clock strikes 12 midnight. I'll be in my dreamland with my Mr Right. Haha, no lahh.. Just joking niia. Alright, good night and Happy New Year guys! Au revoir. =D Hellos! Raining outside now, haix, hate raining days. Ytd went 2 byron 4 eng tuiton. Ms Ho, my eng teacher was so hilarious lor. I really enjoyed her lessons alot. Xiao Xing Xing you said you wanna join. So you still want? Tell me k? Half of her lesson I'm laughing lor, she's simply a great teacher. I love you Ms Ho!!! Haha, she's good k?

After tuition my stomach was very hungry lor. It's from 11am to 1pm ma so my lunch time over. Went to AMKH to meet my uncle. He treating me eat beef siia, at the pepper lunch. Not bad actually, quite nice. I didn't order steak cos I didn't feel like eating it. So I ordered salmon and chicken pepper rice. Lols, I was so stupid lor, thought that they gonna put pepper in the set meal, the whole set meal. Initially, uncle said that he did not want 2 eat, then l8r see me eat, he drooled lor. Haha, so he ordered the steak and I just had a few pieces. Nice siia the beef, but I'm not gonna eat alone lor. If one eat, ask him bring me to eat. Haha..

Then went shopping. Siia lahh, my aunt bought so many shirts lor. Say what for my uncle, no lor. My uncle only got 2 pieces and the rest are hers siia. My uncle passed her $150 and I thought she gonna spent all siia. She read the sign wrongly.She wanted to buy the polo shirt and thought that each one costs $5. No lor, wait long long arh. 2 pieces cost $30 siia. So I go put back all 4 her and she only bought 2 polo shirts.

After that I went to IP Zone and bought 2 t-shirts I think. I bought some for Agus too. As a christmas present niia, not other things, cos he bought me the twilight book remember? We spent abt $98 in total lor. Haha, my aunt bought nothing 4 my cousin. Poor him.. He didn't get any shirts and still must help me take care of my twilight book. Oh ya, you know what? I finished the Twilight book le, in two days time. I spent all my free time reading it siia. Damn nice lor. How I wish I'm like Bella Swan. After all, not all vampires are bad so it's not wrong for me to want to be Bella Swan. I wanna buy the second book de, but my mom like don't allow lehhs. Haix, if I had worked for her I would have some money ( cos that's my salary) to buy le. How? I want to continue reading it but my mom don't allow me to buy. Honestly speaking, this kind of book got cost less than $18 de mehhs? Then she said no, I think cos she didn't really want me to buy.

Going to watch the movie with Ms Tour Guide and Denverson. I haven't buy my school bag siia. Going to buy with xiao xing xing. Hehe.. But she haven't agree yet, she only said maybe can cos she got smth on in the evening. Hope can lehhs, I waited 4 her to come back to watch the movie with her siia. Outside stopped raining le. Good good, so humid siia these few days. The rain like rain for nothing siia. Going to have steamboat l8r siia, so hot still eat steamboat. But nevermind lah, mom's cooking my favourites I think so nvm. If cannot stand the heat then on air-con lor. No problem de. Hehe.. I sound like a spoiled child siia.

I'm alone at home now, mom went to Grandma's hse to prepare the dinner. Haix.. So dark siia, I scared lehhs.. How? No one's at home to talk and accompany me. Hate darkness forever. Past few days have been doing spring cleaning siia. Do until my backache until no words can describe the painfulness. Next time when I grow up, I'll hire a maid and ask her do the household chores. So I must work hard hard le. While packing and cleaning, I saw my photos that I took with my dad when I was young. Like 8 or 9 years ago I think. My mom did not let me have the one and only photo that the three of us took together. Anyway, with or without it doesn't matter at all.

Alright, I got to go now. See ya guys around and all interactors pls take note that there's no board meeting tmrw. Haha, see ya guys then. Au revoir. =D Starting to fall asleep I guess?



Got food then he'll smile. But his smile.. Doesn't look nice at all. Mine better! Haha..
Too sleepy..
Cool huh? Have a hp when he's not even pri 1.
My cousin and his mom My cousin and his father
My uncle and I! First time siia.. Haha
Look at his mouth.. Look.. How can he take pics with me with his mouth like this?!
Look at his mouth again! Change pretty fast huh? Lol..
Do they look alike? Many ppl said that they do.. They are not lor. Where do they look alike? Merry Christmas! Yeah! Christmas here.. But I only receive one present.. That's from Agus. He left it in his cabinet before he went back to indonesia. It's actually a novel. Yeah, the one that I wanted " Twilight". Just read about 10 pages I think. He even left me a letter. Alright, not a love letter. Just a christmas wish letter. Here's what he wrote : " Don't be surprised when you look at this. You don't believe it Santa Claus right? Now you do! I have just ask him to send this to you. " Wait, doesn't this sounds abit weird? Lols, let's continue with what he said.

" Firstly, I hope that you have not bought the Twilight cause if you did, then you'll have 2. But if you haven't, then save your money for other things. Secondly, I hope the book will be as exciting as you have expected it to be. Don't worry about the price! I used the voucher that I had won from the Malay camp, so it's free.Actually there are 2 different size ; small and big. Well.. I chose the big one cos it looks smart when you carry it around and the quality if the paper is higher." Wait, I don't look smart in anything k, let alone a book. Go on.

"I prepared this the night before I went back to indonesia and I wrote this letter just right beside you. You didn't notice it did you? Lastly, this is your christmas present so let your mom know this and that the novel cost me nothing. Remember, NOTHING! The YCP stands for "your christmas present" I would say that you are lucky. Unlike Li Jun, she has to get the password before she can open up e present." Okay, done. That's alot right? I feel so bad siia, to use up his voucher.

Ytd Christmas was like the most tiring day lor. Went out with family the whole day and my legs are aching now. Went to vivo and then go time zone. After that go shop shop but they did not buy anything for me! Except for sweets? But that's not counted siia. So small and it's not present at all. Argh! Kelvin said that my socks too smelly so Santa don't want put presents in it. Lols.. how old liao still like kids siia. Haha.. But he's the man of influence after all. Then all of us went to eat and poor mommy and grandma got nothing 2 eat. They are vegetarians for the next few days so can't eat any meat.

And you know what? My that cousin who's not even primary one ( not until next friday) used his handphone and kept taking pics lor. Can you believe it?! He's not even Primary 1 for goodness sake. I got mine like pri 4 or 5 and he's like.. Argh! So I took pics with him and my uncle. Haha.. Never take pics with my uncle b4 so felt very very awkard. I mean he's an adult and I've never take pics with a man his age. Will post it up l8r.

Haix.. Going Tan Tock Seng Hospital l8r again cos grandma needs to go 4 her acupuncture. Haix.. There got nothing to do de plus cannot find ms chua.. Haix.. I'm so bored now. Okay, I wanna post the pics now cos talk too much le. DENVERSON! I got put pics hor. Is just that I lazy go transfer and upload. Lols.. Au revoir.. =D Went to visit a doc today at chinatown. Not the western one, is the traditional chinese physician. Had sore throat, runny nose and cough. Stupid. And you know how much my medicine cost? $47, siao. My mom and uncle went 2 visit him too. Haha, and our total cost was $187. Siao right? I can take this money go shopping liao lor. Haha, nevermind. My mother's frenz gave me $200 to buy books but I already buy le so mom says I can use the money go shopping with jeslyn! Yeah! But I intend to spent only one hundred bucks. That's like half liao le. Jeslyn! Quickly come back from indonesia, then can go shop shop with u.. Hehe..

I took the medicine like mid afternoon and it's so bitter lor. Still got the taste now. But at least it taste better then western medicine. Don't have those weird weird taste. Haha, Mei yi, we are so different yet you are my twin soul. Hehe.. Went to have a nap after taking the medicine and I overslept. I shld have followed my uncle to my cousin's christmas party cos I chose the cake for them siia and yet I don't get to eat it. $40+ lehhs the cake, and I can't taste it. Argh! He lahh, never call me wake up. Haix.. Forget about it luh, cousin's now at home watching Ben 10. Lols, so violent lor. Next time he become violent siia. Then still talk back to me. Walao, if I had knew, I wouldn't have shared the packet of pocky with him le.

Now I'm shivering siia. Don't know why and my throat iches. Maybe I shldn't have eaten that packet of pocky cos the physician said that I shldn't? Haha.. Oh ya, I haven't tell you what he said about my name. My name in chinese is 靖炜ma, then he said I shld have it written like this 净玮 or 晶玮. Haha, he so old liao still so funny. He's like my doctor since I was young so he knows alot about me. When he saw me he said "这么大了啊？你长得好快哦。。" He said my name de 杀气很重 so i shldn't have it. It's more like a guy's name. Yeah I know but this was what the thailand monk or whoever gave it to me de. Haha.. Maybe shld change the name? But I scared l8r change le my 命 got smth wrong? Okay I know I'm superstitious ( is that how you spell it?) Nevermind.

Okay, got to go have my dinner le. I haven't write finish siia. Duh! Forget about it. If not l8r mom will be screaming in my ear le. Okay, see ya guys tmrw or thur ba. I wana go wear jacket le. Shivering like hell. See ya, au revoir. =D I don't know what to write today. Nothing actually, but just that my back aches because I've been tidying up my house since ytd morning? Did the cleanings, my own studying room and others. I have been having bad nights these few days. I don't know why.>br>
What will I be like next year? Many things had happened in this holiday. Good and bad memories. And one important thingy is that, I lost my trust. As in trust in something else. I still have trust in other things like friendship etc but not trust in... ... Maybe I'm just being silly. Just help korr ytd in his relationships stuffs. And I finally know who he likes le. Or maybe love? Haha..

Okay, I feel like an idiot. I know what happened already. Even if you don't say I already know le. Don't worry, nothing's gonna happen. After all, we won't be keeping in touch le. About a week or more sch's gonna reopen. All of us will be very busy and perhaps we would ever forgot about each other. Haha.. Korr now heartbroken. Me too. But I'm sure I'll get over it faster than he does. Cos he wants to continue, but I.. I don't know. Shall see first. Anyway, all of us got to move on. Korr said it too. I did not tell him about this cos I don't want him l8r keep questioning me.

Alright, I've got to go now. Got to help my mom with the cleaning if not she'll start nagging. 我什么都知道了。好想回去我们相处的那段日子，可是。。。我不想断了我们之间俩的缘分可是我真的好辛苦，好像永远都快乐不起来了。所以我决定来个了断，把不开心的事都忘掉，好让我能生活得更快乐。我祝你生活快乐，事事顺利。我会记得我和你度过的那几天和那些美好的回忆。再见啦。Au revoir my dear. Hellos! So happy today. Went for student leader duty for the sec 1 reporting day. Okay lahh, I did not get the "job" that I wanted. I wanted to be the one in the hall writing the queue number on the white board but Mr.See sent me to be the ushers. Initially was Li Jun and me de lorr. Then he changed to Famirah. Haha.. Okay, had a great time working with her too.

At first I don't know how to speak to the parents because they like kept walking and ignored your presence. But not really lah, they just curious about the sch I think. Then this guy called Aloysius Chua came and kept asking me to speak up. Lols, not I don't want lor. Then I speak up in front of him and he got nothing to say. The parents very funny de lehhs, they kept looking at Famirah and me. One of them even asked us how much is the sch fees and both of us were stunned. We didn't know how to answer him cos we don't know. Haha, then we go ask aloy and he said " Good question! How I know the answer siia.." Dots.. =.=

Talked to a parent for like 20 mins or so. Kept asking me about the sch and higher chinese. Her daughter very shy siia, don't dare to talk. I looked scary mehhs? Aloy and Jacob damn bad siia. Kept taking phtos of me and Famirah. Haha, luckily I turned then they did not manage to take. Famirah suai lor, she didn't know and she turned. Just nice they took. Haha.. Happy photos. Jj tien made me run up and down lor. I don't know where he is ma, then the pencils with me. So I went up to look for him. Ziyi said he downstairs at the uniform counter there. And I went down again. Found him and passed to him, he l8r said, help me put on the tables outside the hall. What?! Gotta run up again. Like siao siia. Argh!

Yeah, Mom come back le. Got dinner to eat le. Sorry Denverson, can't have dinner with you. You so late then ask me, my mom buy back liao. Haha.. sorry. Next time ba.. Okay, got to go now. Got to have my dinner, and Aloy u owe me a treat. Aiya, forget about it. You also dont know what I'm saying. Never mind. Very hungry now. Want to eat my chicken wing le. Hehe, uncle bought it for me. Good right? If not my uncle mehhs? Hehe.. Okay, see ya guyys. Hey, I really missed all my co camp frenzs. How I wished to see them again. Really missed them. All of them. Oh ya, last question, will u still remember someone who has hurt u before? Okay, got to go now. Au revoir. =D Back today. Not really in a good mood. Not sure of the reason too. I just don't feel good. Perhaps it's because school is reopening soon? Hey, that sounds like a question more than an answer. Forget about it. Anyway, tmrw going back sch for student leader. Hahas, sec 1s reporting day. Wonder what class will I be taking. Hehe.. ^^

Oh ya guyys, you know my cousin, the little guy. Haha, know what? He told me ytd that he liked someone. Not the friendship type, the relationship type. Hahaha.. He's just 6 years old, not even primary one yet. How could he know what's love or like? Haha.. I don't know that girl yet, but I'm going to find out soon enough. Maybe go fetch him from sch then ask him point to me? Lols..

Honestly, I'm finding school holidays boring. I have nothing to do and mom does not allow me to go out. I'm totally bored at home. Plus, there's no one to talk to me at home, and my mood is like lonely, tired and bored. But when school starts I'll be like, what the hell? So fast school starts? Very 矛盾right? I know it. What should I do now? Just msg li jun and then asked her if I'm bothering her and mei yi and whether I'm annoying anot. But I think I am. What's happening to me?

Never mind. Don't suppose you guyys have the answer cos I don't have the answer too. I want xiao xing xing quickly come back. She got things wanna ask me and I wanna talk to her. Okay, I wanna go play my electronic keyboard now. Then must go revise work le. See ya. Au revoir. =D Just hang up the phone. Denverson was like, " Great, you ruined my day tomorrow." Lols, what lah. He did not tell me the details lor, if i tell my mom I'm going out tmrw she's gonna be mad. Everything never say. Plus my grandma is still sick siia. How can I leave her at home by herself. Anything can happen k. Lols, maybe wait till you come back then go out can? Oh ya, remember to get me a souvenior too. Hehe.. ^^

Ytd was sooo bored lorr. Mom spent the whole day cooking cos she make the yong tau foo. Haix, then I was just there sitting in front of the television and there were to watch lor. The shows, I can't believe that even Cable TV also don't have lor. Argh! Wanted to go down for a swim de, but no one accompanied me so just cast aside the thought. Then went to grandma's room to take a nap. You know what? Since holiday started till now, I've been sleeping at 1 am lor. So tired siia. But i just can't go to bed early. Everyday reach home at 11 pm. Still need to bathe and dry my hair lehhs? Can I just go home early?

Now headache. Just finish playing my electronic keyboard then quickly switch it to piano. Lols, trying to learn one song. I just realised smth. My bass clef sight reading is very bad. Till now you noe? Lols, really must buck up siia. Haix, anyway I also don't noe when my mom wants me to continue my piano. Is like, she promised to let me learn if I agreed to quit my keyboard lessons. And now what? She stopped it cos the teacher not good. The teacher good wat.. Argh!

Got to go and continue with my work le. Maybe I'll blog again l8r? Or maybe tmrw ba. My head now very pain. See ya guyys. Au revoir. Hi guyys, ermm.. today I won't be posting cos my grandma is running a high fever now and I'm looking after her. This is the first time I seen her running a fever. Really. And I'm now very worried. She's 87 years old le. I really don't want to see anything happening to her. Really. She dotes on me so much. I don't want anything to happen to her. While heating up the porridge for her, I freaked out cos I'm too worried. So sorry guyys, really got to go now. I wanna go pray for her. Hello! Listening to music now. Sometimes when we touch by olivia ong. Her voice is so smooth and clear. Really like her songs, especially "it's real" and "fly me to the moon". Went to popular this afternoon and saw this book called " unbreakable spirit" i think. Lazy to go double check. It's quite thin, not the usual thickness that i always read. It should be a nice story cos it's a true story about a girl who was nearly murdered by her own father. Can you imagine that? That's awful. Her father you know? I bought the book although it cost $17++. My mom was like " it's just a book and i can go borrow it from the library. But she doesn't understand. I just want it. Okay, i'm like a spoiled girl. Honestly, I'm one. I think. Cos, 我对物质要求很高. Am i suppose to put it this way? Lols, my chinese fail lah lor.

Haix.. Then you know what? I went to the dictionary section, intending to buy a pocket dictionary and my whole family were like, buy this one. No.. buy this.. What lahh? I can choose. I don't mind them giving me their opinions but it turned out that they were arguing which eng dic is better. Lols, is there a need? Haha, funny siia..

Did spring cleaning just now. Not exactly spring cleaning but just like tidied up my serangoon house de room cos the maid is coming ma. So must give her my room. Anyway, I might be moving again. My family are looking for a house now. Okay, I don't know how many times I have to move. I know I moved many times but.. Argh! My mom's rushing me home now. I can't even write my blog. What the.. Forget about it! She spoiled my mood anyway, keep on saying when will you be done. Alright, now I'm done. When she used, I have to wait for hours. Now, when I'm using, she's rushing me home. Don't want to write le. See ya.. Good night. Au revoir Orchestra was fun ytd. Ms Xu Hui just told me to practice on the set piece and the beat of the song in the middle part. Then I just practiced for a while Mr Wah came and ask me, Alston and Sean to help Ms Lee. Haha.. She got alot of things to throw lorr. Next year she teaching me hcl again. Then she said "靖炜，明年又是我教你们高华，倒霉吗？" Lols, her 马 next year not in hcl le, her 牛 must work harder lo. Jia you ba, ms tour guide!

Went back to CO room then Ms Xu Hui go play this game. Walao, she go asked Alston to label the girls in percussion. As in like who stand the first place and so on in his heart. Then she don't let Felicia and me to know lorr. Alston Ong you go lorr. Then I thought no more liao ma, who knows she l8r go asked Alston to write on a piece of paper who he like and must label them siia. Walao, she don't let both of us know then WT and Hui Xuan can know. Argh! Alston lahh.. all of us are curious ma, then he don't let the others see. Good lorr you.. He kept speaking in cantonese to me lorr. Ms Xu Hui and I kept laughing lorr. He say until not clear then he kept scolding me. What lor?

Haix.. nothing to do now. Maybe go revise my next year work? But it's soooo boring. Grandma's house nothing to do de. Watch tv? Don't want. Eyes pain cos watch too much and everyday 1 am sleep, so tired. What to do? What to do? Can't wait for 19 dec. Wanna see the new sec 1s coming in. Hahaha.. Wanna see anyone I know from Nan Chiau. Hehe ^^. Can't wait for Christmas too. Wanna ask uncle to buy X'mas presents for me. Hehe.. I don't want sch to reopen. I sch reopen means I'm gonna be stress again and many unhappy things will happen.

I want to watch the movie "Twilight" lehhs,but jeslyn haven't come back from indo, if not we can go watch together with other ppl. Don't know if li jun, joanne and ying zhuang want to watch anot. Mei yi going to watch with her family. Hahas, their relationship like so good lorr. Envy them.. Wonder next year who's gonna be my form and co-form teacher. Hehe.. =] Don't feel like writing anymore. Eyes very pain, wanna off the com now. Talk again next time ya. See you guys later! ^^ Went for CO today and just came back. Rather sleepy during CO cos I'm sitting at the back alone with my vibraphone and there's no one near me. They all sit in front cos their instrument in front lols. Alston and Sean there keep talking and hitting each other. Lols, no wonder they are called the gay. Just joking siia Alston. ^^ Mr Lim practiced the set piece for so long and the room was so cold. I wore a jacket le but I'm still shivering lorr.

About 4.30pm then he started practising 拉萨行打鬼 and I completely forgotten abt it. Moved to the front with Ena and waited there. Kept hitting the wrong notes on the xylophone cos need to increase the speed and I totally freaked out. Haha.. Then while playing the sixteen notes with Ena and WT, Ena suddenly stopped both of us with her hand right in front of us. Lols, Mr Lim stopped suddenly and both of us didn't know and we kept playing. Haha. We kana shocked siia, by Ena. =D

Eating steamboat l8r with mom. Lols, not sure if can finish a not lorr. Only both of us. Hope she doesn't cook too much. It's been a long time since we ate together. She must be in a very good mood today lorr.^^ Oh ya, I have been wondering about this question since the results were out for our new class. How am I suppose to cope with my studies next year with so many things coming up? Orchestra SYF, Interact club overseas project and many more. Scared that I can't manage siia. Never mind, I just do my best can le ( Now I say do my best, next year you'll see me slack for sure.)

Okay, now nothing to write le. Tomorrow last orchestra practice le! Yeah! But still got student leader. 19 Dec and 30 Dec still must go back sch. Haix.. I every week go back school de lorr. Okay, got to go and have my shower now. See ya guys l8r! Au revoir.. =D Will miss ya for sure de.. ^^ Oh ya, I now agree that "promise" is a very big word. You really gotta make sure that you promise or else, don't promise. That's what others had told me and what I had learnt.
Hi I'm back again! Haha.. These few days nothing extraordinary happened so don't seem to have anything to write. Hahaha. =D Just this morning, I went to Byron to pay my tuition fees. And I waited there for like 20 mins? No one was there lorr. Not the first time and it's rather embarrassing that I'm sitting outside the place. I mean everyone walked by and looked at me and was wondering why am I sitting outside. Duh! Haha.. =P Then Shirley came and I just had a chat with her while paying my fees. She's a nice lady and the way she kept apologising to me when she saw me sitting outside. Haha, no worries Shirley. It wasn't really a long wait after all.

I was tempted to buy Mr Bean on my way home but cast outside the thought when I realised that I spent quite alot of money this holidays. I can drink it another day de ma. Now listening to Jay Chou's " 说好的幸福呢". Many things came to my mind. Especially the CO camp. We were strangers and none of us knew each other but we turned out to be laughing and having fun together in the end. Funny isn't it? I think the three days camp is the best thingy I had for this holiday. I'll remember what happened and each and everyone there.

I used to hate camps alot. I totally hate it. My first camp was the Sec 2 camp and to me it wasn't really fun because I fell sick. Haha, just few days before going to Bei Jing for exchange prog. Haha. CO camp was the second camp I had and I think I had a great time there. After all, I don't think camps are as bad as I had imagine. ^^There are still many things in my mind while listening to the song. Too many to list.

Just bought my textbooks ytd and it was really heavy. My gosh, physics and chem were so thick! Haha, nevermind. Just two years, I'll get used to it. Had a bad dream last night. Don't wish to talk abt it, becos I was hurt. Not in the dream but also in reality. Hurt badly too. Haix.. Change topic.. Nothing to talk about lehhs.. Maybe just stop here. Will continue maybe tmrw? Oh ya, tmrw got ochestra, thur also have. So see I got to post anot lorr. Got then post, if not.. see ya!

Really wanna forget about it. But I can't help it and I always think about it. I'm telling you, I'm sick of my life! Had an argument with mom today again. Just like any other day. Sometimes I really wished that I'm not born in this world. It's so frustrating to quarrel with her everyday. I really wished that I'm having school now, so I won't have to stay at home and quarrel with her. After e "chat", both of us went our own way. We entered the lrt at different doors and the mrt at different doors too. And the dist. between the doors we entered were quite far. Whatever. Then I just alighted and walked to my grandma's hose alone and she's behind strolling. Fine, whatever she wants it to be. I suppose we wont be talking to each other for the next few days. Typical holiday.

Then just now the phone rang and it was my relative who's coming l8r to visit my grandma. He wanted to know how to come to serangoon from pasir ris, so my grandma asked my uncle to pick up the phone but he didn't. So I picked up for him and passed to him. He said that his hand full of foam so asked my mom to listen. Then I passed to my mom and she's cutting veg. And none of them wants to answer it. What? And then they started a small small quarrel. Argh! See, my life seems to be filled with arguements, unhappiness, anger and darkness. I realised one thing. In my blog, I'm always writing how unhappy I am and how unfair life is. Maybe it's meant to be like this. My life, everything. Maybe it shld be like this.. Hiya! Went to Hougang Green there to have lunch with family and then went to find a maid. There got a lot of maid agents lorr, find until like siao. Then you know what?! There's one agent who thought that I'm a maid. What the? I looked like one mehhs? I mean I know I'm dark-skinned but DO I LOOK LIKE A MAID TO YOU? Argh! Don't want to talk about it le. So what lorr. Never mind. I 大人不记小人过, take it that this thing has never ever happen in my life! Lols. Hehe.. =D

On our way back I slept in my uncle's car. I was deadbeat you know? Then reached home and the stupid door like no sensor de lorr. I tapped my card le mahh, then it never open. Haix, make me tapped again. Then the life. I pressed the button for it to come down ma. It like take so long lorr. Usually is fast de lorr. When it reached the basement, the life never open the door lorr. What? I'm so tired today and the lift still bully me. Then my aunt say "靖炜要睡觉，可是电梯这么慢。。。" Then I dont remember le, something about me throwing my temper. Hahas.

Oh ya, havent say about thur orchestra practice lorr. I mean it's fun cos teacher never come cos she got performance. Then the whole percussion and yang qin were like nth to do. Then l8r I go practiced on my own and after that went to teach the sec 1s. You know what? Alston challenged me and ena to throw the drumsticks at him and we were like at one end of the room. So ena threw and i think she missed. So it was my turn and I threw! I nearly hit him de lorr. Then don noe what happened the thing flew the other direction i think. Huh! Then he challenged to throw at us and ena and I were like "run for your lives luh!" Haha. Fun siia. =P

I wanna go for the concert lehhs, but no one going. Li jun and yu shi not going. Xiao xing xing also not going. How? If no one goes, mom will not let me go. Haix.. Why you guyys not going siia? Haix.. Nevermind lor, maybe I also don't wanna go le. No mood to go anyway, with so many things happening. There's really too many things happening around me. I don't know if I can take it anot. If one day I don't talk and not myself.. then maybe I... ... I was alone at home on tue then there's this stupid bee flying in. It disturbed me k? It's big and black in colour and it looks ugly. Lols, then i ignored it and went to change cos going to grandma's house. I was near the balcony when it flew towards me and I SCREAMED. I was shocked siia, I mean doesn't it have eyes to see where it was going? Lols. Okay, then ytd I was alone again in the morning. Was watching tv and it flew in again. What?! Can't it just get away from me? I was rather annoyed cos it kept flying in front of me. Argh!

I went to the kitchen to wash the dishes and then this bee flew in again. I didn't know and when I turned around, it just flew past me. Very near me lorr. Luckily I didn't drop the bowl. Today, woke up at 9.30 am and mom went out early. I changed and was getting ready to leave the hse and this thing came again. Why can't it leave me alone? I left the house immediately, if not I dont know when it will scare me again. Lols. Walked to bus stop to take bus then I slipped. Oh my gosh! Luckily I didn't really fall and no one was around. =P

Going to Tan Tock Seng Hospital l8r cos grandma needs to go there for acupuncture. Haix. After bringing her there to Novena I still need to rush to dhoby ghaut to my tuition centre to pay the tuition fees. I want to go and find Ms Chua lorr. I want her to teach me piano. I want to continue with my piano lessons, but mom said next year. Haix.. =[

Oh, I got to go le. Need to get things ready cos grandma going hospital ma, so got to go now! Au revoir! See ya. =] Just had an argument with mom. I mean it wasn't like as if I didn't want to help her. Okay, it goes like this. She wanted me to help her to bring down some things down for her friend and I said "haa?" She then said how could I said that and that she regret to have me as her only child. She said that she would rather have more than to have more, "just in case" the first one doesn't help her.

What this? The reason for my initial reaction is because it's late and I'm having a headache so I did not want to go out. But I did offer my help in the end. And here's what she said " 不用了，我不需要你的帮忙。再说，你也帮不到忙." What? I just said haa because I did not expect that lady to be that late and I DID NOT say that I don't want to help her. Okay, I know that I might be at fault for having that first reaction but.. Argh! Never mind. Don't think anyone of you understands anyway. Feel like talking on the phone tmrw but don't think anyone of you will be free so never mind. I want to talk to my xiao xing xing! But.. but she now in indonesia le. Haix.. How I wish that she'll come back quicky.

I know I sound selfish but I want to talk to her. Really. Now what? My tears are streaming down now. Some times, I really wish that I'm not here. Something's bothering me but I can't say it out. I can't tell at all, maybe only to... I don't know! Haix. =[ I know that my mom's stress and fustrated about her work and her license but she just can't vent it out on me k? I'm a human being and when I'm stress and fustrated and irritated and.. and.. whatever, who do I vent it on?

Argh! 小星星，你赶快回来吧。法兰西出事了，你也不想看到我出事对吧？(出事并不代表自杀。）我现在真的很烦，可是我却不知道我在烦什么啊。嗨。。。我看我今天就说到这好了，没心情继续了。Au revoir. =[ Nothing extraordinary happened today so nothing special to write. Maybe just write for the sake of writing? Lols . I just wrote this "骑着白马的人不一定是王子，有可能是唐僧。" in msn. I copied from a friend. Hope you don't mind Jinli. >.< Actually I kept changing my pm lorr. Don noe why. I just realised that I did not do any revision at home today lorr. Just went to my grandmother's hse and then slack there.

Watched DVD then eat lunch. After tt, I slept at 2.30 pm i think then you know what? I woke up at 6 pm luh! Okay fine, li jun already called me piggy le. So I think i'm suppose to be one? Haha.. Then just now before dinner just do some chinese lorr. I just realised that my chinese is so lan lorr. I can't even write a simple word, forgot what the word is le. Haix.. Really need to buck up siia, if not next year don need go sit for O' levels le.

Okay, really nothing to write le. At least I did update my blog(with craps?). Mom rushing me to go home now. Au revoir. 17个你爱/喜欢上他/她的标志”

十七

你经常看他/她的个人主页


十六

当你和他/她打电话打到很晚，他/她挂了电话，你仍然想念他/她，即使电话只挂了2分钟


十五

你一遍又一遍读他/她的短信


十四

你和他/她一起走路的时候，走得很慢很慢


十三

他/她在你周围的时候，你敢到害羞


十一

当你想到他的时候，你的心跳一会跳得快，一会跳得慢


十

你听到他/她的声音的时候会笑


九

当你和他/她在一起的时候，你看不见周围的所有人，你的眼中只有他/她


八

当你想到他/她的时候，你会听抒情的慢歌


七

你想到的全都是他/她


六

你闻到他/她的气味就很兴奋


五

你意识到当你看着他/她的时候，你总是在笑


四

为了见到他/她，你会为他/她做任何事


三

当你读这篇文章的时候，有个人一直在你的脑中浮现


二

你不停的想他/她，以至于你都没有发现这里没有第十二条


一

你翻上去找第十二条，然后默默地笑自己....



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以“17个你爱/喜欢上他/她的标志”为名转贴
明天就会有好运降临于你，否则...你会后悔... Yesterday is a history, Tomorrow is a mystery, but Today is a gift. Heard it ytd when watching DVD. Lols . Went to Mrs Tan hse on sat to have gathering. Was outside her hse for an hour cos she's not at home. Others came at 4 plus and I was totally bored outside. She came to pick me up and brought me in. Walked around her condo and i'm telling you, her condo is much nicer than mine. I mean my ex. place.

Then start bbq and saw everyone. Gosh, they looked totally diff. Especially Michelle, Joey and Charmaine. Couldn't recognised them initially, expecially Charmaine. Until Ong Ting said " Charmaine 来了。" Then I looked at her. She's like a poly student lorr. Pretty siia. All of us then started bbq and e chicken wing is the most diff to get cooked. I mean I was there like hours and still not cooked lorr. Haix.. I no skill is it? Lols, stayed until 8 plus then mom called. She was like" Where in the world are you and why aren't you home yet?!" No choice then, had to leave early.

Went to grandma's place then realised i didn't bring the entrance card & the thing to call my mom to open the door was spoiled. What?! Just nice someone came then open the door for me. Lucky lorr. Okay, now i've got nth to say le. Haix.. miss my camp frenzs. How i wish that the camp last longer, although the place is far but it's fun luh. I dont feel like writing le. My mood got abit not good. Haix.. How i wish to start everything over again. Au revoir

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