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Sunday, April 19, 2009
There are 2 things that i wanna say today but i think i will only say the second one. Tomorrow's our big day! SYF for greendale orchestra! After reading gdl orchestra's blog, I'm starting to feel sad about the sec 4s departure. Everything's so fast and it's like we've known them yesterday. How time flies ya. I thought that we will still have a long time together but who knows that it's not as long as what I thought it was suppose to be.
We laugh together, cry together, play together and everything that we do, we are always together. Last wed was the last combined practice before the syf and also the last combined practice with the sec 4s. After syf, we will say au revoir to them. My heart's beating faster every min, and i don't know how fast my heart will be when i'm on stage at 5pm.
We've come so far together and I know that we can do it. But there's another side of me thinking: what if we didn't get what we want? What if we failed? What if we got COP instead of silver? What if..... There are too many "what ifs". How i wish that you are woth me now, giving me support and encouragement. How i wish you are in orchestra and can give me your support in SCH tmrw. I really need support now. Ms Tao's msging me to encourage me but I'm simply just so scared.
I don't want to face tomorrow. Mom said that i'm an ostrich and i agreed. I don't overcome the prob, I hide from it. Haix... OMG! it's 10 plus le. Another 19 hours to SYF.. Argh! Don't worry Darunee. You can do it! =) Ms Tao just told me this: SYF is not just about getting the medal, but also to be able to manage stress and to give in our best. As long as we give in our bes, there will be no regrets. Gosh, i know that but i just can't get rid of that feeling. Whatever, i don't care le. Tmrw, i'm going up there, and i'll make sure that silver award is mine! Hehe, i sound so unreasonable. Hehe. I wish that you'll be there for me and smile when i got silver. Maybe with your presence around, i will be able to do it.
Au revoir, and i can do it tmrw cos I'm Darunee! =D